Laying on the Florida Beach was like having a channel of gushing water cascade the body. It was cleansing, healthy. I was able to retire negative feelings while gaining a fuller sense of what might be. I was able to see that some negative feelings were not my own, but a curse upon the world that we all inherited- a disease.
Much of the world has become violently contorted; lasting change may be slow, but as living creatures, we have the right to happiness. You alone can watch over your personhood. Watch over it rigorously, in a holistic and healthy way. Look out for your brothers and sisters too, especially those whom you may have created distance with.